Friday, May 10, 2013

5月10号 下午

今天。
一个很不开心的下午。
驾着车,会想到。今天星期五。是她最后一天实习。
本来大家都很期待这天的到来。我也想了很多该怎么庆祝
现在,只有她,兴奋与开心。这天终于到来。

电台刚播一首动力火车的 <莫忘初衷>
是我当初不懂该怎么安慰她,给他的一首歌词。
我不懂当下他看得懂还是看不懂
只回了一句 so meaningful.
我以为我帮到他了。
现在听回。我觉得,他很可能敷衍我。
很可能。
我不会感到伤心。因为我尽力了
只是另外一个他,比我更厉害安慰她。

常常在想,如果一个女生不开心,她不和你说,或你不去听
总有另一个男的会听。
我听了,只是他没告诉我全部
我没法领悟,因为她可能不懂怎样和我说。

还有3个小时。他就会去庆祝他的喜悦。
我只想说: 恭喜你,你终于等到这天了。我为你感到快乐。



2 comments:

  1. Wake up lo...dun live in a world that keeping surround her.. moving forward...more things u can do to make u better...=)

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  2. i try to wake up.
    and i know what i am doing.
    but, seriously. we been together for 2 years. many thing was surround her. even when eat in a restaurant we been before, shopping mall we been before. there's a lot thing is related to her. i try myself to walk out. and i was trying.i never quit.

    the world still moving forward, and i am also moving.

    i do much thing to make myself better. reading, listening song, caring my friends and family. i lost too much before..too much.

    but anyway, thank you.
    although i am sooo curious who u are.
    maybe someone i dont know or i know.

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